(anywhere you go, I wanna go with you. wow. just fuck him up then, Susan!! )
Okay, Susie, okay. I won't go without you. I promise.
I know it's dumb, it's probably straight up fucking pointless. I just can't stop thinking... what if it isn't? What if there's something? We've been here goddamn years, maybe, who the hell knows! and that's how it gets us. Too scared and tired and used to how things are to try and maybe if we did we could have found something. Anything. I don't know.
( his toxic desperate optimism might get them killed, nbd!! maybe it is a trap, get them nice and hopeful and slap them back down again. sure. it's probably a trap.
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Date: 2022-10-29 04:57 am (UTC)Okay, Susie, okay. I won't go without you. I promise.
I know it's dumb, it's probably straight up fucking pointless. I just can't stop thinking... what if it isn't? What if there's something? We've been here goddamn years, maybe, who the hell knows! and that's how it gets us. Too scared and tired and used to how things are to try and maybe if we did we could have found something. Anything. I don't know.
( his toxic desperate optimism might get them killed, nbd!! maybe it is a trap, get them nice and hopeful and slap them back down again. sure. it's probably a trap.
but what if it's not? )